man in the mirror(nice song beautiful lyrics)

Everyone has flaws. Look into urself before looking at the others.
Judge urself before judging the others. Change urself before changing the others.

P.S:
For judgemental people out there, stop being one.
I was one too, and tend to think negatively about things that happened, about people. Until one point, i found it very wrong: It is impossible to read another's thinking. And if it's based on guessing, how true will it be? Also, whatever people do, it's not up to us to judge, rite? Judgemental leads to countless misunderstanding.
So i stopped being one, months ago, and feel good about it.
Everyone has their own life to manage, why bother the others?
And, always think to the bright side, peoples' good intentions, no matter what they do.
Yes, that is the way how it should be.

用心
来听
这一首歌

好久不见

It was the wolf who's in the bed, not grandma. Poor naive Little Red Ridding Hood got eaten up just like that.

We never know what's really inside a person, a grandma or a wolf. I assumed that u are grandma, i have no second thought about trusting u, but it appeared that i'm wrong, AGAIN. Ahh i m so sick of this. Izit that the soap opera has to be continued? Life is too boring that u ppl need something to spice up eh?

Thank you for the smiles and good acts in front of me, i appreciate it very much. Seriously very very much, that must have been very hard for u:) and i understand it is hard to sit on the fence n keep quiet too, so u can continue whatever u want to say i don mind, but just makes sure the voices doesn't come to my ears too much. Thank you for the willingness to cooperate, i mean it:) But sometimes it's better that u don disturb people who stays out of your way, just a suggestion anyway, after all it's up to u:)

I told Lai i'm good in swallowing bullets, even for nothing, he agreed. He said this drama so sien, just let them lah whatever they want, i agreed. Let's wait for the day till the drama ends, although i doubt if the day will ever arrive, haha:p

Yes, i promise u that i'll take good care of myself, i'll make this a full-stop for everything. Good luck in your life.

I wonder if this is a season of love, as almost everyday my facebook is flooded with the news of xxx is in a relationship with xxx. First of all congrats peeps for successfully finding ur SO, and able to be with each other, all the best in the relationship ya!

I screwed papers in this mid term exam, i mean seriously screwed, pfft. Tomoro last paper and i have a feeling that i'll screw it up too, lol.

The new attic back at home gonna be purple! Yeay yeay cant wait to c it! Applying in progress to make that my bedroom, mummy said she'll see how:) and she said i can go to Aussie the coming holiday in July *cheers!* i really hope everything goes well by that time*cross fingers*..

Weather is turning cold, less rain compare to the previous weeks but much breezier. My fingers and toes are freezing:(

Waiting anxiously for this weekend to come. So many upcoming programmes! And i'll be going to UNPAD International Event, another yeay!

Let go of the past and move forward, that's the best thing u can do for yourself and for me. It has been quite a time, so no point keep looking back, or hold any hope. Stop drinking too much, it's really not good. Study well, eat well, live well, please.

For the last time i'll say: I'm sorry that i broke my promise, i'm sorry that i ruined the plan. A good and kind-hearted person like you deserves a better gal. Don't waste time on me anymore.

It's time to move on. Take care.

好羡慕! 多希望他也能这样对我说.

不知道自己是他的第几个, 也不觉得自己是他最爱的一个; 却从来都不敢问. 很多时候是要顾及他的感受, 知道他受过的伤害很深, 所以索性就把自己的感受都搁着了. 我宁愿自己没听过那女孩的故事, 不知道她的存在, 或许那样会让我好受一些.

不能对我像对她这么好, 以免以后再度深深受伤害; 我明白, 但如果我说我不在乎, 那是骗人的. 世界其实就是那么的不公平, 所以我也不想要求什么, 因为不想换来更多失望. 只能感恩, 至少现在拥有你, 至少你还为我做了些什么. 只能说, 没有人是完美的, 爱你就要爱你的全部, 包括你的过去.

不喜欢一个人静静坐着, 因为这个时候很多思绪会涌入头脑, 情绪变化会很大, 找不到出口. 所以昨天把时间填满满, 让自己没有想太多的机会. 把头发剪了, 原因是因为不开心而剪头发的老习惯又回来了. 要自己快乐要让你放心, 所以就找上这些方法, 我别无选择.

祝我们, 一周月快乐.

It's a month away before i officially turn 21. And when new year knocks the door, i'll be 22. Like Tian said, then it will be 23, 24 and after that, we are old. That's very true. Just cant accept the increasing numbers when inside me it's a gal that never grow. She still believes in fairy tales when the world asked her not to. She still trust people wholeheartedly no matter how many times people betrayed her and hurt her. She still put in hopes even though she has been turned down for a million times. She still believes in miracle although it never happen on her. And this gal inside, she holds me back from following the pace of age, from being too realistic like how the world is.

Birthday is not something i look forward anymore, except realising how much of hardship my mom went through to bring me to this world, and being thankful that i had just lived for another year.

How i wish age is really just a bunch of number.